Thursday, 6 May 2010

Skipping feeling isn't as easy as leafing palms

My brain is full of many things. And most of it is unpleasant stuff. It burned me extremely and soon after that I am so depressed.

I felt so bad. Everyday was like a hell. Even though I got a new happiness last time. Oh, it seemed useless now. And if I could, I would immediately skip this feeling at all. It made me depressed and couldn't see everything clearly.

One problem have come and I have not solved it yet. After a while, another problem attacked me in sequence. I remembered what you said last month clearly. I have been the happiest person in the world at that time. You told me something I have ever known yet. You brought me any cheerfulness. And you know what? I have expected myself to do the best. I have imagined and set all we need. But? You broke all my plans easily. Suddenly, you came and just told me that everything you said is not applicable, as if IT ISN'T YOUR CHANCE. wth

Okay, I tried to respect your decision and allowed everything flows rightly.

Some minutes ago, I felt so worst. I felt like I was chased and I didn't have any place to hide. I don't know what happened to me. He 'my ss' let me down badly. He was no longer the first, so different in my eyes. Today, you treated me bad and I felt hurt. Whereas yesterday you succeeded hypnotizing me. Wow, I wonder why you change so quickly like this. Hey guy, what happened to you?

Oh God, heal me now! I just wanna be back at my normal condition, not like this. It tortured me much and I was not sure I could handle it by myself.

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